Dear has officially been enlisted to army. I wonder what is he doing right now. I guess he has to prepare to sleep soon since it's reaching 10pm. I'm sure he won't sleep tonight. He always take a longer time to adapt than other people. What will he be doing the whole day tomorrow? Hmm.. I have no idea when he'll sms/call because he din say so. So, I shall wait till he's free tonight, tomorrow, perhaps the day after next or next week.. Good news is that he'll be booking out next Friday due to Deepavali holiday! :D
The whole day feels sucky especially in the morning after kissing him goodbye at the Mrt Station and leaving for work. I struggled the whole morning to go to work and was nearly late. Yet, I still went to work. Phone has been with me the whole day at work while waiting for him to call anytime before he go in. I felt slightly better in the afternoon. But at night, sth just doesn't feel right. When I was walking home, I felt as though my soul wasn't there with me. I felt empty. Playlist started playing 如果没有你 by 莫文蔚, it din fail to remind me of the girl whose boyfriend passed away during army. I just got so depressed whenever I think of that. So, Dear pls take good care.
Yes! He called. Luckily, I saw my phone ringing. Forgot to off the silent mode. Sigh, he sounded bored and tired. I just hope he sleep well tonight before waking up at 5:30am tomorrow morning.
Dear, I'm missing you again.
